Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Inch by Inch

I wanted to say that I have regained some sensation below my injury. I feel more in my arms and a little bit down my back. I continue to have hope for some recovery. I met a guy who had the same injury as I (C4 incomplete) and he had regained the use of his thumb and forefinger after about three years. This small gain improved his quality of life dramatically. He could drive and feed himself. I am longing to use my hands in any small way. Hands are so important. With your hands, you can do things like touch something, make something, or type a letter. Even the smallest thing like scratching an itch is such a blessing. Don't take your hands for granted. Even though I've had a small improvement, it is very little because yesterday I sat on my hairbrush all day and didn't feel a thing. Luckily, I didn't get hurt but it was disturbing to realize that I didn't feel a thing either. In any case, if you pray, please pray for me. If you have good energy, please send some my way. I will continue to think positive and live in two worlds; the world of dealing with what I have and the world of hope for the future.

I have been away because I am focusing on studying for my licensing exam. This has consumed my days for some time. I plan to take the exam in early May. I will need your juju for that day as well. Thank you to all my supporters. I am a very lucky girl to have so many people love and care about me.